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Today is just blah. I have to do something within my job desciption that I don't want to do and I find it somewhat stressful. This job though, has forced me out of shell... in a good way though. I am more apt to stand up for myself, to be more bold and assertive. Things I needed to be but never felt comfortable with. I feel a lot more comfortable with those characteristics now. Every once in awhile though, I get nervous, afraid, and I plain just want to hide from the world's view. I feel that way right now. It's one of those days I guess.

I've also been thinking about having another child. I've been pondering it alot lately. I really want to but I just don't think I can afford it. My husband seems to think that money shouldn't be part of the equation when considering a child, but I whole-heartedly disagree. I guess I'll just have to think about it some more and go eat a red bell pepper too! Yum, I love bell peppers...