stuck in a rut once again.

It seems I'm practically bi-polar when it comes to this weight loss thing. I ate terribly this weekend and I'm not sure why. Fortunately it wasn't too much of the terrible stuff so I still lost about 2 pounds this week but I could have done WAY better. I will continue to do better though, I must. I did pilates and yoga last night and I felt so relaxed aferwards that I fell asleep immediately afterwards.

I just feel so up and down lately, my nights are restless and worrisome and I can't quite put my finger on why. I am think about getting a house in the "bad part of town." it's an amazing price so that's why I'm considering it..but it's still scary and I don't think my parents (especially my mom) want me moving away from them when we live so close right now. I don't know. Maybe we should just stay where we are at..but I want to have another child and I don't think a house with two bedrooms is going to fly very well when there would be three children on certain days. /sigh Life is full of these HUGE decisions and of course I get all wrapped up in them.