and my world is crumbling down....

Yep, that's right it's about to crash and burn. I found out yesterday that I will be laid off from my position here in Renton. I will be given an option but they indicated yesterday that my formal option could very well be getting my name on a layoff list. I am beyond devastated. I am in the process of getting a house. I'm going to have a baby and all of that could very well fall apart. It won't be the end of the world I guess but I will be extremely upset if that does happen. I feel so defeated right now. I wish I didn't, I wish I could see the hope but it's hard right now. Hopefully I will be offered an actual position and not lose my job for now. I'm praying for it!