well.....

its another boy. I knew I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up. but after some crying and irritation at God, I bucked up. now Maddox is going to have a wonderful little brother who he can be close to forever. that I am extremely greatful for. and now I am more bound and determined than ever to adopt a little girl. that will definitely be in Gods hands though as I really can't make the determination of when that will happen. I am so excited for the future!